Wednesday, October 13, 2004
... i was feeling fine two seconds ago. i wonder what happened to me. now i'm feeling down for no apparant reason, listening to sad songs. and it's not the songs' influence on me that's making me feel this way. i know what this didn't branch from; but i don't know what did cause it. it feels as if someone rummaged through my secrets, took one, and shared it with everybody (this isn't the problem; i don't know the problem). you know; that kind of betrayed feeling, that black splat on a white canvas...
and then, there's my schedule which is going crazy just sitting there. wake up. class. class. class. meeting. class. dinner. homework. meeting. sleep (subject to change). over and over again. and then again.
i'm thinking i need variety.
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